30th April 9:30pm

Binged today :'( taking lax's tonight and starting SGD tomorrow ... only got 4 days left of school so i don't really want to miss any more ... so tonight is my last night of lax's til the weekend .... Anyone want to start the SGD with me?

30th April 1PM

I have no idea what to do ... ive eaten a bit of cake this morning ... im meant to be starting the SGD today so i think im just going to have 200 calories for the rest of the day ... plus burn some calories aswell ... my friend is staying over tonight ... and i'm determined not to binge! on he downside .... i cut my arm last night ... about a year ago i switched to cutting on my legs to try and make it less obvious ... and so i could wear short sleeves again .. but that failed :(

Another Blog! :)

I have created another blog ... So i can mainly just use this one for my thoughts and my own struggles with food and depression ... My other blog was run by a few of us but i think the others have moved on ... so if you would like to help my run it just let me know! :)

My other blog will be where i post diets, workouts and low cal recipes ... and Also ... I have been diagnosed with an eating disorder ... but i still love to look at thinspo ... i don't know why ... i think it's partly because its so photogenic ... so i may post some thinspo on there too! :)

Other Blog! (:

Been fasting for 46 hours ... but my dad has gone to gt something from the chippy D: i have no idea how to get out of it ... i really cant put ANY weight on... i just can't .. help?